tabula rasa, i'm convinced

~sean's taught me how miraculous everything is. he'll roll around or smile and i'm amazed. i needed to learn/relearn this lesson.
~i've become a germophobe. grubby hands ick ick ick!
~i dunno how much more i can take of this postpartum hair loss.

i like when sean is sleeping and he smiles and laughs. what do babies dream about? if i could only know :)