at the mall!

went to old navy yesterday with a gift card. the place looked trashed!! i couldn't happily shop there because it looked so bad. uggg... how weird that i lost my shopping appetite.
then i say to R, let's see the motherhood maternity place. i figure i better see what's out there. get used to it!! the gate was closed, with a little note that said, "be back in 30 minutes".

not a fruitful trip.

anyhoo, the irony is that i've been entering everyday for this maternity shopping spree at... https://secure.www.oldnavy.com/profile/info.do?cid=11085&affiliate_id=1f
hopefully i'll win. ;) heh. and hopefully i'll be able to shop on-line because EEPS!!

EDD - 9/5/2008

the estimated due date is 9/5, which puts me at week 7. whoa. not too far off.

now i get these progress emails. "Your baby has doubled in size since last week and now measures half an inch long, about the size of a blueberry. " that's just amazing to me!!

symptoms ----- nausea - yeah. tender/sore breasts - yep. fatigue - yeah.

wha????

I tested Tuesday (1/8/08) around 3:30am. I woke up, and figured I might as well. The second line, faint as it was, said it all. then I tried to go back to sleep, but there was no way. I told rob when he woke up -- I was going to wait till later, but if I was gonna freak out all day, he should too. :b that night I took another test - this time digital, which yielded a digital pregnant.

well, there's lots of thoughts zinging through my head right now. i'm already a 'zinger' when it comes to brainwaves, so you can imagine. i'm not done wigging out. will i be a good mother. will all the strangeness of my family and past come into play? i've never changed a diaper. what will happen? what should i be doing now? am i sleepy because of this, or because i read that i'd be sleepy and i'm acting it out?

sigh. more to come. definitely!!!